Damn. It’s been 1,5 month since i’ve drawn anything connected with my main characters and i still don’t feel like i want to come back to them
I know that at some point i will have to continue drawing them and writing the story but right now i think my whole idea is so damn stupid that i feel like i want to give it up >< but at the same time i HATE this feeling of giving up, because i always give up on things and i thought that this time it will be something i will continue doing for a long time. I don’t want to push myself to draw them. I can start something completely new but what if a year later i will feel the same about it? Then it will be just a train of unfinished stories and bunch of useless characters. I think right now i just can sit and wait till i finally will be ready to come back to Iris and others. I will continue having fun with VO, we’ll see maybe i’ll figure out how to change my “story” to make me like it again.
I don’t want to abandon my characters that easily :)
PS: I think i should just translate everything i’ve written in English since i haven’t written anything in Russian for months xD at least i will re-read it while i translate and maybe it will help to figure out what to do next :D YAY