So, i guess some of you know that i was working on a story about Iris. And i get asked about it constantly, people want to know more, want to read more etc. But i am soo stuck with it at the moment *this moment lasts for the past half a year*.
As i said before, i don’t wanna give up on it so easily, but at the same time i lost my whole interest to it. I don’t wanna continue writing, translating or drawing that characters. And it makes me feel so freaking bad >< i still like the main idea of the story with two worlds, and people keep telling me that it’s a good idea, and i tend to believe them. Though at the same time i feel like the story is so childish and stupid.. GAH
I also feel like i don’t like the narration from first person and it kind of limits me from describing other characters’ feelings. That’s why i had an idea of re-writing the whole thing. But it’s almost 100 pages D: and i am a lazy ass
So if i’m re-writing the whole thing, then there is no point in translating anything right now.
Whaaat should i do >< i thought if i take a break from it, eventually i’d be inspired again and continue writing. But it hasn’t happened yet and i’m starting to worry. Cause i know how i love to forget things, when they don’t remind me of themselves. And then they just appear in my trash -_-
Fellow writers if you have any advice for this kind of situation, i would be more than happy if you share it with me!
I spent more than two years on this story and characters, they’re a part of me and i really wanted to finish it. I thought it would be that special something, that i’ll finish, cause i really hate how easily i give up on everything in my life.
I guess i just need some courage and persistence to just do things and stop thinking.
Thank you everyone in advance! It really means A LOT to me, because for some reason i take my writing more seriously than my drawing. Thank you!